Welcome to My Life as a Medium !
Before any and all readings, I pray, "Lord, may my words be Your Words".
After one very long, emotional reading with a cancer patient - I had a long 'argumental chat' with God on my way home. "WHY did I speak those words? HOW did that come up? You WERE there, right?? Am I helping, healing or hurting?" and the tears and worries continued.
I passed about 5 McDonald's on my long drive home and finally decided to just go in to order a drink (I haven't been to a McD's for myself in years and I can't remember the last time I actually have been inside one...but the drive-thru line was so long...).
I found only myself inside! LOL Then suddenly before I ordered, I heard my name being called. In had walked an older woman whom I had read for twice. I was shocked as I knew her husband recently passed and she had sold her home and moved!!
She explained that she came back into town for only 4 hours - enough time to sign one last paper and was headed back 'north'. She decided to run into the restaurant for coffee as she headed out of town and suddenly - there we were!
We chatted a bit and laughed at the scenario - and then she took my hands, looked me directly in my eyes before we parted and said, "I want you to know that you have changed my world. I would not have been as strong, courageous without you praying with me and giving me the Love, insight and the WORDS I needed to be where I am today. I thank you and love you for it all."
We hugged and said goodbye....for now.
And my tears immediately turned to those of happiness and peacefulness the rest of my ride home.
Yes, I looked up and thanked Him. For it was His voice in her words. It was Him....not us.
It's never about us.